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Suzanna Wong
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
+.+ DOTA SUX +.+
No one seems to understand the amount of pain and hurt im having it right now.. NO ONE!!
Isn't there not enough of emo and unhappiness in my life and you guys still wanne add in more?
Having suffering from school, family, relationship and even dota!! Life seriously SUX!!
Maybe i was at my anger that i told you to choose the team or me, yeah im sorry.. I shouldn't be so selfish to do that.. Maybe all this while im just too yi lai to you le ba after all we been together like this for a year plus.. Ya i will start to xi guan mei you ni pei de ri zhi.. No 1 knows that his going Ns this coming Oct and yet i hope im able to accompy him even more especially during online cause sometimes we might not even go out and mostly just online..
Anyway i just wanne let you know im not stopping you either am i gonna be disturbing you anymore.. I will do my own stuff from then onwards i won't EVER EVER accompy you to compy nor am i gonna observe your game.. Back then i thought that's the best i could to keep you compy but yet i was wrong.. lol.. I didn't know it causes so much of inconvenient and people kp-ing yah sry.. After reading the chat i know what to do best for you and me.. And i realise how 2 sided people can be that make me even more assure, dota players are all lidat.. =)
To add on:
There are some people that i just couldn't stand their action/character, no wonder everyone dislike them in the community.. Seriously don't they think its time they reflect on their actions? instead of being a big fark?! If you doesn't behave/show ur attitude like the way others hate you will they even talk behind you? Don't always think your right? Think before you even speak..
I seriously hate people who didn't organise things well, well if you think by making others suffer its oki3 farking think twice.. Because of you alone you have to hai dao everyone? Some people seriously always don't think afar, what if blah blah blah happen? Aiyah nvm want la either it won't happen or we shall wait till it happen then.. Either its farking lazy or childish.. It's like a couple planning to have babies but yet didnt think if they are able to afford.. You are like 1 of them.. How old liao? Hai Bu Hui Xiang..
To the cbkia:
Another kind of people that a alot of people in the community dislike too..
Isn't there not enough of emo and unhappiness in my life and you guys still wanne add in more?
Having suffering from school, family, relationship and even dota!! Life seriously SUX!!
Maybe i was at my anger that i told you to choose the team or me, yeah im sorry.. I shouldn't be so selfish to do that.. Maybe all this while im just too yi lai to you le ba after all we been together like this for a year plus.. Ya i will start to xi guan mei you ni pei de ri zhi.. No 1 knows that his going Ns this coming Oct and yet i hope im able to accompy him even more especially during online cause sometimes we might not even go out and mostly just online..
Anyway i just wanne let you know im not stopping you either am i gonna be disturbing you anymore.. I will do my own stuff from then onwards i won't EVER EVER accompy you to compy nor am i gonna observe your game.. Back then i thought that's the best i could to keep you compy but yet i was wrong.. lol.. I didn't know it causes so much of inconvenient and people kp-ing yah sry.. After reading the chat i know what to do best for you and me.. And i realise how 2 sided people can be that make me even more assure, dota players are all lidat.. =)
To add on:
There are some people that i just couldn't stand their action/character, no wonder everyone dislike them in the community.. Seriously don't they think its time they reflect on their actions? instead of being a big fark?! If you doesn't behave/show ur attitude like the way others hate you will they even talk behind you? Don't always think your right? Think before you even speak..
I seriously hate people who didn't organise things well, well if you think by making others suffer its oki3 farking think twice.. Because of you alone you have to hai dao everyone? Some people seriously always don't think afar, what if blah blah blah happen? Aiyah nvm want la either it won't happen or we shall wait till it happen then.. Either its farking lazy or childish.. It's like a couple planning to have babies but yet didnt think if they are able to afford.. You are like 1 of them.. How old liao? Hai Bu Hui Xiang..
To the cbkia:
Another kind of people that a alot of people in the community dislike too..
- Always act like a big fark.. I CAN SOLE MID WITH SOME LAME HEROS when its just pk-ing nerds? Then showing off your pro?!
- How long are you in the team?! Wonder why did they kick you out? Cause ur farking lousy!! Understand?
- Yet u love to distort the truth that isn't real and wow people believe you?
- Yet every single girl you also wanne flirt and be close with..
- BACKSTACKING IS WHAT HIS BEST AT
Seriously didn't you realise that stronger team doesn't wanne you and you end up with those that you bad mouth farking lousy but no choice u got to stay in the team.. lol.. Then when you wanne join a stronger team you POR ppl and telling so much of stories even if its distort.. Cause ur desp to be in the team.. I just wonder how many people have you actually backstack.. Thinking back i still find it funny that girl actually cheated you twice and scam ur money, the funniest part was HOW DID U EVEN GET SCAM TWICE?! lolx.. I guess you just deserve it anyway..
Baby:
Sorry i was too emo and upset after reading what u pasted to me.. I cried maybe it just hurt too much, how can people behave so nice to you in real life and yet another behind you? I just can't be able to forget this and the best way is to avoid see-ing them =)
Well i know i won't be accompying you to compy anymore but we can always meet up after your compy.. Maybe its the best for the both of us.. I know you are going Ns soon and our time is running out le but nvm ba i know you wanne win 1 compy before going Ns, wo liao jie de.. I know all this while i wasn't a understanding gf and i wasn't good enough, im sorry im lidat but this is me.. All this while i'm always shower with your love and care at the same time im just too yi lai you le just can't imagine life without you...
Perhaps i doesn't have much friends either so you are the only 1 that can accompy me to dota, usually coming back from school after 1 whole tiring day i always expected you to accompy me to play but you have training so all i hope was to obs ur game to accompy you.. lol.. Maybe after this happens a lot of things will never be the same le ba.. I will learn to be more independent!!
I'm sorry that i have been throwing my temper at you over the smallest matter, i dono what gotten into me maybe because im seriously gonna break down after all this had happen, i just needed your compy so much right now to ease everything but yet i always flare up.. I'm sorry!! Nothing can ease my pain any longer nor will i be happy anymore after this matter happens.. Sad to say even dota doesn't cheer me up anymore..
I'm thinking i might either quit dota or play back wow.. I miss playing wow.. At least there wasn't quarrels over game and i'm able to farm myself and play quietly.. The team itself was already a big stress and yet r/s, family, school and even dota something i like, are adding more to it.. I seriously dono how long can i hold on..
Last but not least I just felt that you 2 wont ever be best frends even without me?! Why? Cause too many people dislike u in the community seriously i don't think he have real frends after what happen during 1 of the compy he told us to trust somebody..
Character Sux: Scam + Whine
If you are so unhappy that i blog about you then too bad thats the imagine u produce to others and me.. If u doesn't care about ppl feelings why should i? Anyway i stating facts.. Further more i understand him more than anyone of you did and to add on did you even realise you always pissed him off but yet he mention nothing about it..
With ♥ From Suzanna [9:00 PM]
As if i no farking feelings..
YA ALWAYS ITS ME WHO FARKING MAKE HENGKY TEAM DISBAND
YA NICE I BREAK UP WITH HIM LIAO HAPPY?
YA ALWAYS ITS ME WHO FARKING MAKE HENGKY TEAM DISBAND
YA NICE I BREAK UP WITH HIM LIAO HAPPY?
With ♥ From Suzanna [8:21 PM]
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
+.+ HAPPY +.+
Hmm where should i start!?
I was rotting at home once again so played Dota for almost the whole day since evening.. Yeah i know kinda no life but no choice I'll probably overslept again..
- Played a few rounds of match
- Watch Fnatic Vs Mkvl ( Only 1 game) Fnatic wins =) ^^
- Talk to Cass about some issues
- Played 2 games with 3 of w4si players
It's really fun playing with them beside that i learn quite a lot from their movement, teamwork and stuff like that.. I suppose there isn't much Sg teams that could play like that even though this is just a normal match..
Usually playing with top team players i would get so stressed up and afraid of making mistakes lol but yet playing with them was FUN probably because i know them for quite sometime le ba... It's been sometime since i last enjoyed dota like how i did last night playing with them.. It's just so different ba.. When im stressed up i will tend to do really stupid mistake and feed the game!!
Anyway yesterday they did something really gosu, we were outside their base walking around and i walk in to eat Potm 5sec arrow, the first thing that comes to my mind is GG DEAD!! Usually when Potm arrow tio jiu shi = engage but yet surprisingly i DIDN'T DIE!! My gosu teammates rushed over with gosu stun, silence and whatever spell cast to save my little life, my life was seriously left with 1 hit but yet we won the engagement..
SOMETHING THAT U HARDLY HARDLY SEE IN SG OKi3 LOL =p People simply just let you die sua!!
I was hosting the bloody skype that causes me to lag, so i can't remember how many arrow and puck ball ball i ate.. Ya i know i should have off the skype but yet skying and playing was more fun and less boring..
To add on: Skyping with them was damn fun
- Kenchi spoke Chinese when he told me he can't babi lol but kinda funny =X as he can't speak chinese..
- Oh ya the funny part about the Mao Mer when they try explaining.. lol
- Laughing at each other when either of them are dead.. Wtf lor?!
- I REMB they call lucky really seems like calling dog.. =X
- At first Lucky was unable to talk on skype so we were harassing him about those unseen stuff cause he was working alone at the lan shop with no1 around and he pa pa those stuff!! Imagine how bad we were but then thats not the worst.. =) READ ON!!
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w4si | Chuan aka ws4i |Burden <- New Nick!! =)
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Because he make Hengky, Lucky and me wait for bloody 3hours.. Cause im unable to play 1.21 so he had to download the 1.22 patch as Kenchi com doesn't have it either.. Actually the 3 of us could have went to play pub but because of Chuan la.. So nice of us to sacrifice our time to accompany him while chatting on the MSN!!
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While waiting something really funny happen..
Wanne know?! Read on..
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Lucky was on skype with me and baby so whatever he was listening to we could hear it VERY CLEARLY so baby send him this link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMb6JB72FKg (DOTA BUG) not something scary btw!!
so we could happily hear the happy song goes on before ** **
Curious to know what happen?!
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Watch and you will understand =)
After waiting for like 2hours he told us he was unable to load his wc -.- WTF!!! The 3 of us jitao emo waited for so long then can't play!! It's like already 6am++ so by the time the problem was solved its already 745am.. Its when we mention Cass then suddenly can liao, i think he farking scam us LOL =x
So Lucky and me came up with a gosu solution to make him repay what he had done..
Me: Oki3 later i got training i tell Cass
Lucky: Oki3 give me msn i add, later i add fuel to fire ^^
Chuan: Don't lidat leh i will die or smthing lidat can't remb
Guess what we told him: We tell Cass to ignore you for 1week then ask her ignore you again for 1month.. Lolx..
Cass don't be offended by what i blog its just what happened just now.. <3>
- Unable to get myself to sleep
- Training at 6pm
To add on:
Recently i started to get really unwell and xinku again not just those fever etc but yet i doesn't know what's causing it.. Perhaps the past illness is acting up again?! I'm not sure either or isit because lately im so stressed up and sick at the same time but yet i'm lazy to see a doctor.. Lol
Baby:
I really need lots of attention and care right now but yet sometimes u disappointed me.. Haiss sometimes when i need you, you wasn't even around.. Sucky feeling and make myself emo..
Anyway let's go prawn-ing soon maybe later?! CAN!! I wanne eat prawn prawn =(
Still no mood for Kuantan post.. Till then..
Last but not least:
D N A - S K ` XTiNcT = SOHAI MAO MER AKA SJB
With ♥ From Suzanna [12:54 PM]
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
After that incident been staying at home for the past few days.. EMO + DOTA perhaps that is the only thing for me to do at home and at the same time cheer me up a little..
Sunday:
The day that i finally blew my top off at my mum cause she is crazy, accusing facts that is unreal seriously im just totally pissed off by her.. Usually i will just keep quiet and let things cool off but then its just too much that my brain & heart can take it any longer..
Left the house and meet up with baby before going down to AMK hub for movie.. Didn't wanted to watch any movie so baby decided to watch Murder of the Inugami Clan..
Super sucky movie!! The words seriously pissed me off most of the time, can u like imagine the background is white and the wordings are white too? Stupid or? I was kinda happy when they mention Kindaichi but yet the movie was damn disappointing, there wasn't much excitement either.. Imagine people being killed and audiences laughing? Why? Cause some part of the show was lame.. Blood are so fake using paint -.- I can't imagine if i didn't sleep i would properly fell asleep in the movies cause its boring + lame + talking way too much..
About the movie which i copy from Cathay website:
Legendary director Kon Ichikawa's final feature film. When the wealthy Inugami patriarch dies leaving a huge estate, their lawyer hires detective Kindaichi as a series of mysterious murders befalls the family--from attempted drownings, poisonings, to beheadings. A web of deceit, adultery and greed is revealed as the family gathers for the reading of the will, and the race for the inheritance turns even deadlier.
After the movie was kinda lost thinking whether to eat gosu porridge/ prawn-ing/ lan.. Headed down to lan cause i wanne sha nerds but then there wasn't much people so give up the idea, baby doesn't wanne bath again if we go prawn-ing!! Give up both prawn-ing and lan..
Had to walk VERY far to eat the gosu porridge so WALK!! cause its really gosu so worth it.. Lol..
Gosu porridge freaking cheap too ^^ WOoT!!
Cab back!! Had durians, gosu noodles with lots of button mushrooms as requested by doggy and SLEEP!! Slept at 6am i supposed and woke up at 1130am cause i thought i must hand in the appeal letter today but then it was delayed till tml!!
Mood gotten slightly better but yet easily agitated so don't try me =)
Played 4 games straight in a row and realised im really getting old, it just bored me out when i play too much especially farmer and i will tend to do stupid stuff to feed LOL!! Waited for baby to reach home and went to watch XcN game, gosu fast push (30mins) by them!! Hehe =)
Anyway recently im so in love with zeus although most of you will be like " AIYAH U EVERYDAY ALSO ZEUS" but usually when i play zeus was because im lazy.. I will just chain to farm.. lolx.. But after seeing MERLINI zeus things changes lol.. I decided to learn how to argo with zeus not just pure chain and farm.. His puck seriously impressed me!!
MYM | Merlini HAO QIANG!!
Anyway baby sidebet game was VERY lame.. Lazy to blog.. wanne know more? Pm Hengky- in IRC for more details!! It's 750am in the morning and im emo-ing cause of him -.- and yet he fell asleep.. Zzz
Still blogging thinking to eat or to sleep and i had came out a gosu answer that is to buy first and eat after waking up =)
Lots of picture on my hp wasn't even uploaded yet.. Arhh!! Give me some time!! Lazy gers are lidat.. lol.. Thanks baby for the Mp4!! =)
Oh ya the other day i finally gotten the mood to blog about the Kuantan trip and blogger pissed me off by having some stupid errors!! Arhh Only half of it was saved!! Wait till i gotten the mood again!! Exciting Trip!!
Still thinking whether to go KL this month anot?!!
Sunday:
The day that i finally blew my top off at my mum cause she is crazy, accusing facts that is unreal seriously im just totally pissed off by her.. Usually i will just keep quiet and let things cool off but then its just too much that my brain & heart can take it any longer..
Left the house and meet up with baby before going down to AMK hub for movie.. Didn't wanted to watch any movie so baby decided to watch Murder of the Inugami Clan..
Super sucky movie!! The words seriously pissed me off most of the time, can u like imagine the background is white and the wordings are white too? Stupid or? I was kinda happy when they mention Kindaichi but yet the movie was damn disappointing, there wasn't much excitement either.. Imagine people being killed and audiences laughing? Why? Cause some part of the show was lame.. Blood are so fake using paint -.- I can't imagine if i didn't sleep i would properly fell asleep in the movies cause its boring + lame + talking way too much..
About the movie which i copy from Cathay website:
Legendary director Kon Ichikawa's final feature film. When the wealthy Inugami patriarch dies leaving a huge estate, their lawyer hires detective Kindaichi as a series of mysterious murders befalls the family--from attempted drownings, poisonings, to beheadings. A web of deceit, adultery and greed is revealed as the family gathers for the reading of the will, and the race for the inheritance turns even deadlier.
After the movie was kinda lost thinking whether to eat gosu porridge/ prawn-ing/ lan.. Headed down to lan cause i wanne sha nerds but then there wasn't much people so give up the idea, baby doesn't wanne bath again if we go prawn-ing!! Give up both prawn-ing and lan..
Had to walk VERY far to eat the gosu porridge so WALK!! cause its really gosu so worth it.. Lol..
Gosu porridge freaking cheap too ^^ WOoT!!
Cab back!! Had durians, gosu noodles with lots of button mushrooms as requested by doggy and SLEEP!! Slept at 6am i supposed and woke up at 1130am cause i thought i must hand in the appeal letter today but then it was delayed till tml!!
Mood gotten slightly better but yet easily agitated so don't try me =)
Played 4 games straight in a row and realised im really getting old, it just bored me out when i play too much especially farmer and i will tend to do stupid stuff to feed LOL!! Waited for baby to reach home and went to watch XcN game, gosu fast push (30mins) by them!! Hehe =)
Anyway recently im so in love with zeus although most of you will be like " AIYAH U EVERYDAY ALSO ZEUS" but usually when i play zeus was because im lazy.. I will just chain to farm.. lolx.. But after seeing MERLINI zeus things changes lol.. I decided to learn how to argo with zeus not just pure chain and farm.. His puck seriously impressed me!!
MYM | Merlini HAO QIANG!!
Anyway baby sidebet game was VERY lame.. Lazy to blog.. wanne know more? Pm Hengky- in IRC for more details!! It's 750am in the morning and im emo-ing cause of him -.- and yet he fell asleep.. Zzz
Still blogging thinking to eat or to sleep and i had came out a gosu answer that is to buy first and eat after waking up =)
Lots of picture on my hp wasn't even uploaded yet.. Arhh!! Give me some time!! Lazy gers are lidat.. lol.. Thanks baby for the Mp4!! =)
Oh ya the other day i finally gotten the mood to blog about the Kuantan trip and blogger pissed me off by having some stupid errors!! Arhh Only half of it was saved!! Wait till i gotten the mood again!! Exciting Trip!!
Still thinking whether to go KL this month anot?!!
With ♥ From Suzanna [7:08 AM]
Friday, August 15, 2008
+.+ What a life lol? +.+
Well the answers was like what i expected.. Can't do much but to write for an appeal..
To this very day then i realised that actually no 1 understands me even you..
Sometimes all i needed was some comfort yet i only felt more miserable.. Haiss kill me please..
Disappointed life i lead..
Miserable yet unable to find joy in it..
Laugh all you all, i wouldn't be bother..
To this very day then i realised that actually no 1 understands me even you..
Sometimes all i needed was some comfort yet i only felt more miserable.. Haiss kill me please..
Disappointed life i lead..
Miserable yet unable to find joy in it..
Laugh all you all, i wouldn't be bother..
With ♥ From Suzanna [2:00 AM]
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Somehow it seems that even the smallest matter, irradiated me and causing me to be emo!! Sucky feeling.. HELP!! 930am tml!! Haiss.. Emo to the max somehow i hope u care more then anyone else did but yet.. sad..
WCG
JJ BIRTHDAY
WCG
JJ BIRTHDAY
With ♥ From Suzanna [12:13 AM]
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
+.+ TML IS DOOM DAY +.+
Everything seems to go wrong making me really stressed up..
I really dono what should i do about it?! Everyone around me doesn't seems to understand what im going through.. Sometimes i wish there was someone i could really talk to but yet there wasn't anyone.. Haiss..
Tml is the day i have to face up all my consequences and getting the final answer from the management.. Seriously im afraid.. But yet i really dono what else can be done..
I have been really moody since the first day of WCG and yet relationship have been causing more problems to it.. At this very moment i just feels like dying, why do we have to quarrel and quarrel.. Why can't you just understand and accompany me but yet nothing is done.. You emo me last night cause of game, well i said nothing cause im really tired and emo enough to care..
All i wanted was a better life perhaps a happier one, well i still have to wait till tml before i gotten a final answer..
I'm just so sick to do anything else.. Fark this life i have.. seriously!!
Fever, Flu, Cough.. Torturing 2 days it have been...
Pictures of WCG to be uploaded soon..
Till then.. wish me luck tml.. If things turn out really bad, there is only 1 option left that is to leave..
I really dono what should i do about it?! Everyone around me doesn't seems to understand what im going through.. Sometimes i wish there was someone i could really talk to but yet there wasn't anyone.. Haiss..
Tml is the day i have to face up all my consequences and getting the final answer from the management.. Seriously im afraid.. But yet i really dono what else can be done..
I have been really moody since the first day of WCG and yet relationship have been causing more problems to it.. At this very moment i just feels like dying, why do we have to quarrel and quarrel.. Why can't you just understand and accompany me but yet nothing is done.. You emo me last night cause of game, well i said nothing cause im really tired and emo enough to care..
All i wanted was a better life perhaps a happier one, well i still have to wait till tml before i gotten a final answer..
I'm just so sick to do anything else.. Fark this life i have.. seriously!!
Fever, Flu, Cough.. Torturing 2 days it have been...
Pictures of WCG to be uploaded soon..
Till then.. wish me luck tml.. If things turn out really bad, there is only 1 option left that is to leave..
With ♥ From Suzanna [1:45 PM]
Friday, August 08, 2008
+.+ EMO +.+
Seriously im farking emo today lots of problems arising and yet what can i do?!! I seriously doesn't know what should i do either..
Woke up for school but yet too tired so i doze off.. Went to see a doctor cause i needed an Mc and wasn't feeling well either. By the time im back home its already 1pm, so decided to set up my keyboard stuff and ended up it doesn't work.. Wasted an hour plus!! While doing my stuff, problems keep arising in the team and i seriously dono what should be done..
Reached Suntec at around 345pm and was told we can only register at 430pm cause the games was delayed due to DC DC DC.. Headed to chill with Cass and Jiayi and headed back to register our game. Game was delayed once again so we went to have our photo taking for Strait Times..
DELAYED DELAYED DELAYED...
I think we started our first game at 6plus or 7puls and glad that Kellie was being able to make it cause Sher was leaving.. Lost our first game, lots of mistake and perhaps drafting?
2nd game started like 10mins after our first game ended. We didn't have a break -.- Was damn happy that we won our 2nd game cause i personally didn't like 1 of their players.. We were already totally owning them and they DC.. Imagine being DC like 4-5 times freaking pissed off, imagine having to farm all over again but DK was kinda fun cause i get to farm =X but it was like the first time im using!! Nearly lost our game cause they realised our play style but still we still won.. Hehe Great game!!
By the time we finish our 2nd game it was like 10pm and by the time we finish drafting its like 103pm -.- Worst of all pk Nitemare.. Guess what i heard? They purposely lose the 2nd game to pk us so that they can have a easier bracket.. Seriously i don't think there is any glory winning gers team lidat =) Humans are selfish.. Nvm la Impreza and Lsc wanne zham them already =X
3rd game lost badly.. I banned the wrong hero =( but sad to say even we had a better draft then them, i don't even think we stand a chance to win them.. lol.. When i heard we are pk-ing Nitemare i seriously didn't have the mood to play already.. Lol.. Sorry about it, im just too emo over a lot of stuff and yet last game we had to pk them.. Worst of all air-con are all off -.-
My school called me before my first match even begin imagine how emo i felt cause they wanne see my mum and me again.. Perhaps for the result if im staying a not? But i guess of me staying seems to be like 10 out of 100%.. Got to trouble the money now!! If its lidat then i just have to find a job and work!! -.-
Yes i may be closer to lsc even playing style is almost like theirs but yet i had learn a lot more then anyone else did.. We can't just play mindless without having any strat, yes we might not play like how lsc did at least its better then mindless just farm not knowing what to do.. Even top teams have their own strats and not farm to win.. Ya even lsc is also 1 of the few top teams in SG!! Anyway good luck tml lsc!!
I kinda laugh at myself for bringing a paper to write down the strats and ban-ing of heroes but because there is a time limit and drafting and ban-ing of heroes was important so have to think ahead.. I remember lsc playing against xtc they were only given like 15secs or perhaps 10sec to ban?! Drafting is so damn important now!! Oh ya i just remember Exolus brought a pieces of paper when drafting with us too and i laugh at them.. Sorry!! Now i know how it felt.. Haha!! Sad to say babis people ban our usual draft for 2 matches lo.. Lame sia!!
Thanks Lakuci for your present.. Goodluck for the up coming ACG!! Jiayi like you can!! Hehe.. =X Suxkura: INTRO ME JIAYI CAN!! =X EXPOSED LETS HOPE SUXKURA READ THIS!!
Oh ya.. Thanks Kellie for rushing down the very last minute, I'm sorry about it.. I guess we need more training!!
Flu seriously sux to the max and its 3am in the morning whereas im still awake.. I have to wake up at 730am for school.. Seriously i have no mood for school!! Haiss.. Can i just run away!!
Visit Cass blog for pictures..
THURSDAE IS THE FINALLY DAY!! BLESS ME PEOPLE!! I wan eat Suntec Korean food!!
Woke up for school but yet too tired so i doze off.. Went to see a doctor cause i needed an Mc and wasn't feeling well either. By the time im back home its already 1pm, so decided to set up my keyboard stuff and ended up it doesn't work.. Wasted an hour plus!! While doing my stuff, problems keep arising in the team and i seriously dono what should be done..
Reached Suntec at around 345pm and was told we can only register at 430pm cause the games was delayed due to DC DC DC.. Headed to chill with Cass and Jiayi and headed back to register our game. Game was delayed once again so we went to have our photo taking for Strait Times..
DELAYED DELAYED DELAYED...
I think we started our first game at 6plus or 7puls and glad that Kellie was being able to make it cause Sher was leaving.. Lost our first game, lots of mistake and perhaps drafting?
2nd game started like 10mins after our first game ended. We didn't have a break -.- Was damn happy that we won our 2nd game cause i personally didn't like 1 of their players.. We were already totally owning them and they DC.. Imagine being DC like 4-5 times freaking pissed off, imagine having to farm all over again but DK was kinda fun cause i get to farm =X but it was like the first time im using!! Nearly lost our game cause they realised our play style but still we still won.. Hehe Great game!!
By the time we finish our 2nd game it was like 10pm and by the time we finish drafting its like 103pm -.- Worst of all pk Nitemare.. Guess what i heard? They purposely lose the 2nd game to pk us so that they can have a easier bracket.. Seriously i don't think there is any glory winning gers team lidat =) Humans are selfish.. Nvm la Impreza and Lsc wanne zham them already =X
3rd game lost badly.. I banned the wrong hero =( but sad to say even we had a better draft then them, i don't even think we stand a chance to win them.. lol.. When i heard we are pk-ing Nitemare i seriously didn't have the mood to play already.. Lol.. Sorry about it, im just too emo over a lot of stuff and yet last game we had to pk them.. Worst of all air-con are all off -.-
My school called me before my first match even begin imagine how emo i felt cause they wanne see my mum and me again.. Perhaps for the result if im staying a not? But i guess of me staying seems to be like 10 out of 100%.. Got to trouble the money now!! If its lidat then i just have to find a job and work!! -.-
Yes i may be closer to lsc even playing style is almost like theirs but yet i had learn a lot more then anyone else did.. We can't just play mindless without having any strat, yes we might not play like how lsc did at least its better then mindless just farm not knowing what to do.. Even top teams have their own strats and not farm to win.. Ya even lsc is also 1 of the few top teams in SG!! Anyway good luck tml lsc!!
I kinda laugh at myself for bringing a paper to write down the strats and ban-ing of heroes but because there is a time limit and drafting and ban-ing of heroes was important so have to think ahead.. I remember lsc playing against xtc they were only given like 15secs or perhaps 10sec to ban?! Drafting is so damn important now!! Oh ya i just remember Exolus brought a pieces of paper when drafting with us too and i laugh at them.. Sorry!! Now i know how it felt.. Haha!! Sad to say babis people ban our usual draft for 2 matches lo.. Lame sia!!
Thanks Lakuci for your present.. Goodluck for the up coming ACG!! Jiayi like you can!! Hehe.. =X Suxkura: INTRO ME JIAYI CAN!! =X EXPOSED LETS HOPE SUXKURA READ THIS!!
Oh ya.. Thanks Kellie for rushing down the very last minute, I'm sorry about it.. I guess we need more training!!
Flu seriously sux to the max and its 3am in the morning whereas im still awake.. I have to wake up at 730am for school.. Seriously i have no mood for school!! Haiss.. Can i just run away!!
Visit Cass blog for pictures..
THURSDAE IS THE FINALLY DAY!! BLESS ME PEOPLE!! I wan eat Suntec Korean food!!
With ♥ From Suzanna [1:09 AM]
Monday, August 04, 2008
PICTURES OF CHALET WITH BABY ^^
Only taken a few pictures...
With ♥ From Suzanna [2:25 PM]
+.+ Im dying i guess +.+
Ya i know its been awhile since i last blog, I'm just kinda lazy!!
There are a lot of problems arising maybe weeks or months ago, I'm still waiting for the answer from the management yet nothing was known now but at the same time,the fear in me seems to grow even more..
The questions of How? What should i do? What's the future ahead? Money?
Tons and tons of question just made me lost..
I know I'm already 21 this year but yet i still doesn't have a clue of what i want for my future career. That's actually pretty insane.. lols.. Sometimes i just wonder did i really enjoy or interested in what I'm doing? I'm unsure myself.. Seriously i just doesn't know what i wan!!
Through out this 21 years, i know i have done a lot of wrongs to those who have love and care for me and yet disappointing them over and over again.. Sometimes i wish I'm a better person, instead of who i am now.. Sometimes i wish i was leading another life instead of the one I'm leading now but face it, its reality i can't choose my fate..
I'm sincerely apologies to those that i have hurt and disappoint especially my family although they will never know about this post.. I really did try my best to lead on the best i can but it seems to be so hard, whenever something crops up i tends to run away from the problem instead of facing it, perhaps i doesn't have the courage to do so..
Sometimes i wish i had closer friends that would be there for me, trying to understand and help me instead of telling me the wrongs that was already done.. But yet i have not really found one.. Friends and boyfriends are way different.. I guess you guys will know the different, I'm just lazy to explain it..
Should i leave school or wait for the answer?!
Mummy - Sometimes i wish i can talk to you like a friend to let you know what I am going through but yet all you did was to nag and scold.. Why can't we ever sit down and talk?! I suppose that will never happen in my life.. lol..
You never seriously understand what i wanted and did you actually look at my goods then bad? No.. Sad to say..
I know i have been a big disappointment to you all this years but did you know that i didn't wanted all this.. Sometimes i wish your a mom whom i can talk too but yet going home seems like the some thing i hated most perhaps there wasn't any love..
So much of mine blah blah blah thoughts, now for the updates on my life..
Friday-
The Chinese call it "Hong Mao" its like patches of mosquito bites and its damn itchy.. Damn bloody suay, i gotten it 2 days ago but thinking it was under control on the 2nd day itself, i didn't went to see a doctor and BLOOD BLOOD HELL.. I was having lesson half way through and it started to itch, apply cream but it doesn't seems to help but gotten worst.. Imagine 2 of my legs and hands are filled with red patches??!!
Arhh.. after the 1st lesson, headed down straight to the clinic to see the doctor and was given medicine instead of cream.. Well gotten slightly better after the medication but 1 thing for sure it WON'T spread to others so not to worry!!
Saturday-
Slept 4/5 hours once again cause my compy starts at 11am and we have to report at 1030am.. I overslept once again and was kinda late but glad that we wasn't DQ or I'm gonna be KILLED by the gers..
Won our first game that was like totally pawnage, the feeling was GREAT!! cause being in a ger's team winning compy seems the hardest thing but yet we won our first game =) It's the 2nd time winning the first game.. Maybe to others like for example guys its nothing much but it really means a lot to us girls..
Though i have to admit my farming really sucks, but i have being playing a runner so such a long period of time or so last hit to me wasn't so important so i need some time to adjust.. Something really funny happens doing the game cause I'm using spectre and Cass using DK.. It should be DK running with the rest and i farm but yet its the opposite way, lol maybe I'm just so used to catch with them and i bu fan xin too..
I got to say i really enjoy my role in the team now.. lol..
We shouldn't be losing the 2nd game though lol.. But never mind at least we learn from our mistake..
WELL DONE GERS ^^ I'm sure we will do even better in future.. Jia You!!
Anyway headed to Thai Express with Cass, Jiayi and Maki for lunch.. Headed back to accompany baby while the rest headed down to EVO.. Pictures cope from Cass blog =X
Cass & Jiayi
Magou
Jiayi: Honey chicken
Cassy: Tom Yam Fish Noodles
Magou: Soft Shell Crab
Gz: Tom Yam Hor Fun
Baby won their game and headed to the hawker to have our dinner, gosu porridge and JJ is damn cb he scam beanie 20cents for helping him buy a drink that he have to buy himself too.. He scam Loy oyster too.. LOL!!
Brought durians and mangosteens.. After eating the durians, headed to the food court for supper with baby.. Laska with mass hums ftw!!
Arhh i didn't even get the chance to eat the mangosteens =( It's been years since i last ate mangosteens.. LAME RITE!!
Sunday-
lSC WON ZENITH!!
Ya i know it wasn't convincing enough to most of you guys but its true!! They won with shi li =)
and i just realize there was a bastard watching the game of lsc.. Anyway they lose their match to KS but well you all realise your mistake after losing so jia you for the upcoming WCG!!
Went to sort of celebrate but Xl and loy eaten liao -.- so ended up baby , beanie, jj and me went to have our dinner at Hong Kong Cafe at Heartland Mall.. Food was just average and something really funny happen, beanie ordered fried rice i think, with extra rice when its served the plate was FLOODED with rice damn scary, i think its more like for 4 person serving.. I should have taken the picture.. Damn!!
Baby was really sweet to buy me flowers =) cause i was whinning i wanted flowers.. Hehe..
I'm not sure if it the diam sum i ate in the afternoon or the dinner that causes baby and i to have diahorrea but mine was worst.. Diahorrea + vomit + headache.. GG!!
Gotten food poisoning in the morning and was suppose to have a test today but i didn't go so ended up the teacher told me i needed 3 days MC in 1 MC.. HOHO??! Last semester was only 2 days and i checked the hand book too.. 3 days is like those dying liao leh -.- LAME SIA!!
I JUST WANNE QUIT SCHOOL!!!
I'm really not as strong as you think i am, yes its true i may have lead a weird 21 years of enduring PAIN but yet still moving on with life.. But I'm breaking down really soon, i don't know how long more can i endure all this, i know part of it is i asked for it but then I'm HUMAN you know.. I have feelings.. I really can't take it anymore.. Maybe 1 day i might just leave or disappear by then don't bother to find me!!
I'm really very tired of living on..... I hope someone could bring me away!!
Give me some time to blog about the trip to Kuantan and upload pictures...
There are a lot of problems arising maybe weeks or months ago, I'm still waiting for the answer from the management yet nothing was known now but at the same time,the fear in me seems to grow even more..
The questions of How? What should i do? What's the future ahead? Money?
Tons and tons of question just made me lost..
I know I'm already 21 this year but yet i still doesn't have a clue of what i want for my future career. That's actually pretty insane.. lols.. Sometimes i just wonder did i really enjoy or interested in what I'm doing? I'm unsure myself.. Seriously i just doesn't know what i wan!!
Through out this 21 years, i know i have done a lot of wrongs to those who have love and care for me and yet disappointing them over and over again.. Sometimes i wish I'm a better person, instead of who i am now.. Sometimes i wish i was leading another life instead of the one I'm leading now but face it, its reality i can't choose my fate..
I'm sincerely apologies to those that i have hurt and disappoint especially my family although they will never know about this post.. I really did try my best to lead on the best i can but it seems to be so hard, whenever something crops up i tends to run away from the problem instead of facing it, perhaps i doesn't have the courage to do so..
Sometimes i wish i had closer friends that would be there for me, trying to understand and help me instead of telling me the wrongs that was already done.. But yet i have not really found one.. Friends and boyfriends are way different.. I guess you guys will know the different, I'm just lazy to explain it..
Should i leave school or wait for the answer?!
Mummy - Sometimes i wish i can talk to you like a friend to let you know what I am going through but yet all you did was to nag and scold.. Why can't we ever sit down and talk?! I suppose that will never happen in my life.. lol..
You never seriously understand what i wanted and did you actually look at my goods then bad? No.. Sad to say..
I know i have been a big disappointment to you all this years but did you know that i didn't wanted all this.. Sometimes i wish your a mom whom i can talk too but yet going home seems like the some thing i hated most perhaps there wasn't any love..
So much of mine blah blah blah thoughts, now for the updates on my life..
Friday-
The Chinese call it "Hong Mao" its like patches of mosquito bites and its damn itchy.. Damn bloody suay, i gotten it 2 days ago but thinking it was under control on the 2nd day itself, i didn't went to see a doctor and BLOOD BLOOD HELL.. I was having lesson half way through and it started to itch, apply cream but it doesn't seems to help but gotten worst.. Imagine 2 of my legs and hands are filled with red patches??!!
Arhh.. after the 1st lesson, headed down straight to the clinic to see the doctor and was given medicine instead of cream.. Well gotten slightly better after the medication but 1 thing for sure it WON'T spread to others so not to worry!!
- Class outing to Gardenia..
- Some idiot step on dog shits and imagine being in the bus for that 1/2 an hour..
- Saw really HUGE cooler (I'll try to find the picture)
- Really HOT environment (Beyond what you can imagine)
- Got to know Gardenia produces 40 kinds of bread...
- They produce 200 thousands of bread per day..
- Saw those aunties throwing breads away like FREE but its actually cause the cutting wasn't right or its under baked..
- Brought Gardenia recipe book and a Gardenia Toy Lorry..
Saturday-
Slept 4/5 hours once again cause my compy starts at 11am and we have to report at 1030am.. I overslept once again and was kinda late but glad that we wasn't DQ or I'm gonna be KILLED by the gers..
Won our first game that was like totally pawnage, the feeling was GREAT!! cause being in a ger's team winning compy seems the hardest thing but yet we won our first game =) It's the 2nd time winning the first game.. Maybe to others like for example guys its nothing much but it really means a lot to us girls..
Though i have to admit my farming really sucks, but i have being playing a runner so such a long period of time or so last hit to me wasn't so important so i need some time to adjust.. Something really funny happens doing the game cause I'm using spectre and Cass using DK.. It should be DK running with the rest and i farm but yet its the opposite way, lol maybe I'm just so used to catch with them and i bu fan xin too..
I got to say i really enjoy my role in the team now.. lol..
We shouldn't be losing the 2nd game though lol.. But never mind at least we learn from our mistake..
WELL DONE GERS ^^ I'm sure we will do even better in future.. Jia You!!
Anyway headed to Thai Express with Cass, Jiayi and Maki for lunch.. Headed back to accompany baby while the rest headed down to EVO.. Pictures cope from Cass blog =X
Cass & Jiayi
Magou
Jiayi: Honey chicken
Cassy: Tom Yam Fish Noodles
Magou: Soft Shell Crab
Gz: Tom Yam Hor FunBaby won their game and headed to the hawker to have our dinner, gosu porridge and JJ is damn cb he scam beanie 20cents for helping him buy a drink that he have to buy himself too.. He scam Loy oyster too.. LOL!!
Brought durians and mangosteens.. After eating the durians, headed to the food court for supper with baby.. Laska with mass hums ftw!!
Arhh i didn't even get the chance to eat the mangosteens =( It's been years since i last ate mangosteens.. LAME RITE!!
Sunday-
lSC WON ZENITH!!
Ya i know it wasn't convincing enough to most of you guys but its true!! They won with shi li =)
and i just realize there was a bastard watching the game of lsc.. Anyway they lose their match to KS but well you all realise your mistake after losing so jia you for the upcoming WCG!!
Went to sort of celebrate but Xl and loy eaten liao -.- so ended up baby , beanie, jj and me went to have our dinner at Hong Kong Cafe at Heartland Mall.. Food was just average and something really funny happen, beanie ordered fried rice i think, with extra rice when its served the plate was FLOODED with rice damn scary, i think its more like for 4 person serving.. I should have taken the picture.. Damn!!
Baby was really sweet to buy me flowers =) cause i was whinning i wanted flowers.. Hehe..
I'm not sure if it the diam sum i ate in the afternoon or the dinner that causes baby and i to have diahorrea but mine was worst.. Diahorrea + vomit + headache.. GG!!
Gotten food poisoning in the morning and was suppose to have a test today but i didn't go so ended up the teacher told me i needed 3 days MC in 1 MC.. HOHO??! Last semester was only 2 days and i checked the hand book too.. 3 days is like those dying liao leh -.- LAME SIA!!
I JUST WANNE QUIT SCHOOL!!!
I'm really not as strong as you think i am, yes its true i may have lead a weird 21 years of enduring PAIN but yet still moving on with life.. But I'm breaking down really soon, i don't know how long more can i endure all this, i know part of it is i asked for it but then I'm HUMAN you know.. I have feelings.. I really can't take it anymore.. Maybe 1 day i might just leave or disappear by then don't bother to find me!!
I'm really very tired of living on..... I hope someone could bring me away!!
Give me some time to blog about the trip to Kuantan and upload pictures...
With ♥ From Suzanna [11:11 AM]